From your Heart

When I struggle with inspiration it can be so sad….I long to be creative, but I feel blocked. This happens often enough that I realize it will pass and ideas will once again flow. Yet it is very frustrating.

Do you ever have days like that? Do they turn into weeks…months? Longer? I had what I call “a dry spell” that lasted a year and a half…it was horrible. I concentrated on other artistic disciplines such as Jewelry Design, polymer clay, resin. And don’t get me wrong I really did enjoy those artistic endeavors! And I will revisit them for sure. But my heart wanted to draw and paint and illustrate! I have always wanted to glorify God with this gift he gave me. Because he truly …Gave… Art to me. As well as the other desires of my heart…like having children and becoming a Momma, and also finding my soulmate. As much pain and hardship and heartache as I have experienced in my life…I have also experienced blessings beyond measure. Makeno mistake…To whom much is given, much will be required (Luke 12:48) and I am so willing to share these gifts and bless others. Well… I was called to this artistic Christian mission way back when I was about twelve years old. My precious Mother and I having prayed a most heartfelt prayer that I recieve my hearts desire – if God so wills it- and if it is used in His Glory. My life has progressed. I have tried to create beauty in Art. God blessed me with two most wonderful biological children and two great step-children as well! The Lord also brought me to my soulmate and he became my Beloved Husband and loving step-father to my children. Also a hearts desire concerning my children! Combined we also have five grandchildren and counting( as I write this God speaks to me that I have six… hmmm . Interesting!) I secretly also desired to be a Grand Mama. But there was always this feeling that I should have born three children. I longed for that third baby. Until recently. When physically I am no longer fertile…I am spiritually called to birth my third child.” For such a time as this.” My “Spark” has been ignited and I am birthing a new Art as Worship type of ministry. ! My calling…My hearts desires…my life…my gifts have all led me here. May you Mother’s and potential Mother’s ( wether physical or spiritual in nature) be blessed and have a brighter day!